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Everywhere I go, I find a poet has been there before me.
                                                        -Sigmund Freud

I am called “Too Much”

I’ve always had the feeling that I’m too big
I’m only 5’2” and have been much smaller
In the past, but still too big
Overwhelming, in dire need of training
Inappropriate in manner and dress
Just too much
I laugh so loud
I’ve been known to startle mild mannered folk
When the game of sex came on my scene
I wore out the boys-quite literally
I like lots
If a little is good, more is better
Lots of stuff, lots of people, lots of love
Sometimes I’m just too much
I’ve been trained
I’ve been domesticated
I know how to tone it down
I cooked up “the winning formula”
But I wonder if in it I am simply placated
I wonder what the fullness of me looks like
When grown wild
Personally, I don’t think it’s worth it to grow wild
I know I would be alone
I would fill the space
Like a big green monster
I scare people away as it is with my
House trained ways
That reminds me of circus elephants
Big, Too-Much creatures
Trained by beatings to conform, perform
Forget their wildness, their potential
Be satisfied to make a myriad happy
The trainers say they love the applause
So do I
If they went wild they would be killed
If I went wild, what would happen to me?
Sometimes I tell myself
You are bad and wrong
But from the bottom of my heart
From the very bottom
I’ve never once tried to be bad and wrong
It’s just sometimes I get wild

-Jacqueline DuBois©2002